That tv show “love”


I’ve been watching this tv show called “love” on Netflix, and I’m baffled. Is the lead female character really the type of person young people find endearing these days?

She’s a classic self entitled, controlling narcissist… and she’s fucking gross. She looks like she stinks or is some kind of junkie hobo and her character is so promiscuous that in reality she’d have some kind of STD’s.

I find those types of “all about me” people loathsome. I am just baffled that people get warm fuzzies from this show.  In every episode I’ve seen this woman just winds people up, then watches them spin.. the whole show is how this woman manipulates every situation and bosses every one around. How is that appealing? I think she’s horrible and her character needs a psychiatrist.

I seriously don’t get it.


Another dream ..

Again a dream of Raymond Reddington.


Only this time I was Liz Keen, kissing his neck trying to get him to tell me his secrets.

hmm…  maybe it’s because he’s E. Edward Grey and that is my favorite love story.


Either way I’m starting to not want to wake up. 😛



f62d3716a57eb2be81b003f2cd8d7699Last night I had a dream that Raymond Reddington was my Daddy dom. lol. I don’t know what it is about men with a powerful, “strictly business” personality that draws me in, but its like I crave their affection. Maybe that’s why I love my husband, he can be that way also.. but he is far from Dominant. He has no idea of how to be a Dom and I don’t see him that way.

In my dream Raymond Reddington (James Spader, of course) was simply going about his day and I was with him.. there was nothing sexual about the dreams content, except for the feeling of anticipation that at any moment he could call me to sit on his lap or cuddle.

I guess I miss that. I woke up wondering how in the world I am living such a vanilla life when I am sure there is someone out there who could fit this bill. I guess that’s dreams versus reality though.

The Blacklist

Its no secret, I have always been a fan of James Spader. He has mastered a seriously sexy deadpan. Perhaps there’s a slight speech impediment there but it works. I loved “Tuff Turf” in the 80s, he was amazing in “Pretty in pink” and “Secretary” is one of my all time favorite movies..  and so I am enjoying watching “The Blacklist” on Netflix. Its obvious to me that its a father daughter dynamic, but through other eyes, this show can also feel like an Owner/pet dynamic. That’s my favorite.


Either way check it out if you haven’t seen it.